I felt the need to try to identify who I am. Sure I'm a sister, daughter, girlfriend, student, etc. but who is this girl with the crazy, tragic and yet, almost magic life? Do I really know her?
I'd like to think I do.
Like Setarra mentioned, there comes a point in friendships when we all ask the question:
What was your first impression of me?
For me, the general consensus is bitch.
And you know what? I'm okay with that. I own it.
It doesn't mean that's who I am. Once people get to know me their opinion changes.
Others say I'm intimidating, hilarious, funny, or that they love my hair.
I think I'm too immature for my own good.
I would be perfectly happy to stay home and watch Disney movies ad Looney Tunes all day. Swinging at the park all day... living in Toys R Us... Why can't this be real life
I want to drop out of school... again.
But I won't. I've come too far and I'm too stubborn to do it a second time.
December 2014... I'm comin' for ya!
I think being a stripper is a much better idea
I see nothing wrong with it. Dancing + money = BALLIN'! Just keep business from pleasure and keep your nose clean.
I want to be single for the rest of my life
As much as I can be a people person, I think I'm equally a loner. I absolutely LOVE my me-time. But then I remember that some things are just better when shared with someone else.
I really am bitchy
There are some days I just can't deal with the lack of common sense that people have. These are days I should probably just stay home.
I want to skip work and enjoy whatever the day may bring
I don't know when it happened but I hate working. Although, if I won the lottery, I'd still work. There's a BIG difference between wanting to work and having to work.
I am grateful for something
I may not always say or show it but I am always grateful for what I have.
I wish it were summer and when it is, I wish time would just stop
I live for summer. I know a lot of us say this, but I really do. If the days are too cloudy or rainy for too long you'll see a drastic change in my moods.
I want to move
I get so restless. I always want to be on the go. Maybe it's my Sagg nature but I get bored in one spot.
I am afraid of failure
Just like everyone else I'm guilty of getting caught up in the "supposed to" thoughts. I was supposed to graduate college in 2006. I was supposed to have a career by now. I was supposed to.... I need to constantly remind myself that I'm where I'm "supposed to" be.
I am laughing
I love to laugh. Whether it's cry-worthy, pee-worthy or inappropriate, you'll find me laughing. It's the best cure for whatever ails you.
So who am I?
I'm flawed and I make mistakes. But I always try. I do good deeds when I can and where I'm able. I appreciate the people and things in my life. I am a partier and a home-body. I'm a realist and a dreamer; a go-getter and a procrastinator.
Do you know who you are?