Let's not pretend that I haven't been a really shitty blogger for the past few months. I know we all apologize for it, and also say you shouldn't apologize for living, but thing is, I am sorry.
You guys come to this space for whatever reason, whether you want to see what's going on with me or you're just returning a comment. Either way I need to have something for you. Maybe not every time, but more than I have been.
The thing is, I haven't been feeling inspired - by anything. I can only say the apartment is good, or I'm over school so many times. But the reality is that is what's going on. School takes over my life so when the weekend comes I want to do nothing more than laze around watching horrible weekend tv.
And now with the holidays coming, I worry about this little space of mine. I'm not ready to give it up, I won't give it up, but I'm also not ready to dive back into it 110%.
If you've stuck with me this far (both this post and in general) then I thank you. Let's pretend I'm hugging you and sharing my cupcakes. It means a lot to me and it is encouraging. And all I can ask is that you continue to bear with me.